It's over. We went there. 9am tomorrow morning, meeting with my boss and it's gone for good. Real life. After more than 16 months at home, 16 months of great happiness, joy, madness, sweetness, pj, life stress free flowing without wild ride. 16 months spent with my three children, the best summer of my life, the best year of my life, one year in a parenthesis, a year next to real life. Now my head is full of memories and eyes full of tears. I am extremely pleased to be able to fully live the first 15 months of life of my baby, he could renew morning, noon and night my son from home to school for his first few months of kindergarten, he could spend the afternoon with hugs Cocotine, to play in the hair. Starting tomorrow, I am no longer just a mom: Wednesday through Friday I'll be as a worker. Thank you life, I am fortunate to work 3 days and be home four days. Weekend of 4 days each week, I should manage to forget that I work during these four days! My stepmother will keep my little hedgehog on Wednesday, so starting Thursday will be the center two days a week. I feel like I'll leave my heart in the center along with my baby. I have lived, but each time it is worse and as the little hedgehog is quite probably our last child, I can not tell me, as at other times it's just a few months of daycare before I fall leave. This time it's for good.
Once in the beat, you should be fine ... Today, I see it as a mountain impassable.
... at least I now have a Kitchen Aid stand mixer green to help me survive this ordeal!
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